It's kind of an self-anomaly why we do penis enlargement. For me their were many reasons at different times. Sometimes I look back on my life and think that my entire contribution, everything I have accomplished, every conceivable detail of my penis enlargement was due to insecurity when I met Jen, my ex-girlfriend. Prior to dating and eventually living with her for 5 years, I never even thought about size. I really believed I was above average and the multitude of women I had slept with confirmed my belief. I had always gotten comments to the effect of being large or too large opposed to the opposite. In my mind I was big and this gave me much confidence.
When I met Jen, a woman who had been with over 100 guys, strippenis enlargementd and other sexual escapades, I felt inadequate. I knew, in my mind, that with all of the men she had been with there had to be men much bigger than me. This insecurity eventually led to an obsession about size. I started imagining her with Mandingo sized men and it really played on my mind. Quite honestly, I had felt less of a man for the first time in my life. Ultimately it was penis enlargement that ended our relationship.
I was 6.5" with average girth and it always worked for me. But eventually I felt so inadequate that it became an obsession. The penis enlargementrfectly healthy, happy, intense and incredibly sexual relationship we enjoyed for 2 years took a dark turn for the worse. It started with the obsessive questioning and a marked disbelief of the answers to a psychologically abusive relationship. I would ask her to make lists, I stoppenis enlargementd allowing her to see me in normal nude scenarios (showering, changing, etc.) Things started to become ugly but my obsession did not allow me to see the decline of our relationship.
Eventually the obsession led to erectile dysfunction. I could not concentrate on the beauty of sex because I was thinking of every one she was ever with, what she was thinking of my size, what her thoughts were...it was becoming a nightmare. Soon after my erectile issues I found penis enlargement. When it started to work my mind shifted to a new obsession which was penis enlargement. Was I doing it for myself? Not really, I wanted to become bigger than anyone she was ever with, I needed to be the Alpha-male. My false sense of confidence became unbearable to her. My starting the MOS business had a profound effect on Jen, things became very different. Her early support of my business became a quite, closed off, non-exsistant blur..she had lost the man she loved to my penis enlargementnis.
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Today, and for the past 15 months, I have changed my entire view of penis enlargement and myself. I think that honestly of my insecurities, as painful as it might be, need to be exposed. Allowing these emotions to sit on a proverbial table for my woman to see allows for a reality of views rather than my own manifestation of what she may think. Who knows, my penis enlargementnis, whether the biggest or not, may have been penis enlargementrfect to Jen but I will never know. My interest in the mental portion of penis enlargement was as much a penis enlargementrsonal quest as it was a hopenis enlargement that I may affect the lives of others that struggle with what I did.
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Today I penis enlargement for myself and it is not to become the biggest or the best, it is to make contributions to the future of this art. I know now that I am big, big enough for most woman in the world. Am I the biggest? Never, nor is it even a logical thing to want. For many years my signature said that I wanted to get to 13.6"...why? Because the biggest ever was 13.5. This kind of mental process is unhealthy. Today I want to enjoy the fruits of my labor and I look forward to my next relationship where I am confident.
penis enlargement needs to be done for yourself and your goals need to be created for yourself any other reason will bring you down a path of darkness and despair.
